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Friday, September 11, 2009

Ayah has left us..

Before any of the cytotron therapy ever discussed, ayah telah dipanggil ke dakapan Penciptanya Yang Maha Mulia...


Kullu nafsin zaiiqatul maut.. and every living soul will (surely) experience death..




Mak called ummiwaled to inform that ayah was terminally illed last night. At around 9.30pm i received call from ummi at locum clinic that ayah has already gone. Ayah dah meninggal dunia at around 7.20pm ystrday, right before iftar in a very calm way (according to mak).

Tapi mak pesan jangan cakap berita ayah dah meninggal pada abang who's still driving back from Tganu. Mak risau abang akan sedih and will not concentrate on the driving. This makes me think hard camne nak keep this as a secret ( susah nak control my mimics and facial expression) sepanjang nak balik dengan abang ke ipoh nanti. Camnelah nk jadi se'strong' ummu sulaim yang dapat sembunyikan kisah anaknya mati daripada abu talhah. Mujahadah.

Elok2 kul 10pm he called me and said.."ayah dah takde..dari kul 7.30 dah tadi' in a calm manner.

Ehm, camne leh tahu. (controlling my voice)

Sorang sepupu called and tanya " bila nak kebumi?"

O my.. so he act received the news from an unexpected caller.

I was saying something to sooth him, and leave him all to ALLAH... Be strong !




Mak said that day ayah was holding his head, refusing to eat nor drink, looks very weak. Mak asked one of the nearest GP to come over and check ayah..

Then is when the GP said its better for people to start 'reading' something to console the soul..

Mak tak nak cakap direct that its time for all the sons to gather together and come home.. so when my husband rang Ateh..tanya betul2 .. then ateh (full with her ex-matron's instict on dying people) recommend abang and adik to come home.

Ayah actually dies on the 21st of Ramadhan ..no more suffering (from the brain ca) dear ayah.. Jzk for those who have come to the funeral..

We buried ayah among his other relatives in Talang Hulu. about 30mins journey from ipoh.

Moga ruh ayah ditempatkan di kalangan para solehen dan mendapat keampunan dariMu ya Rabb..





Deeply loved, greatly missed from us (that are still awaiting..)
Syifa' Al Hayah, u_syifa' & a_syifa'
Mak & adik
ummiwaled

1 comment:

Hazwani said...

salam...kakak, maaf sangat baru tau berita ni from kak huda last night.

jangan bersedih, pemergian dalam bulan ramadhan perlu disykuri. tc.salam lebaran